what? where am I?

it's sad how compulsively and a tad too obsessively i check my e-mail only to find e-mails from Victoria's Secret (who has already taken way more of my money than i should have ever allowed) and Astrology.com. i should actually SEND some e-mails. that might help the situation.

lately been feeling frustrated with my lack of memory. it's never been particularly good but now it's deteriorating at a noticible rate. i can't remember events, conversations, sometimes people. my mom says it's the booze and that i should stop drinking so much. okay, okay. i don't drink SO much compared to others around here but more than what is healthy. i fell in love once and it took me a long time to heal and forget. but now i wonder if it was time or did alcohol wipe that bit of my brain clean? hmmm.

i WOULD like to spend less time hugging toilets. hate being a puker.

funny though how i can remember really random things like the names of the crushes of my sister's crushes. ??? something definitely wrong with my brain.

i really need to straighten out my priorities. dig them out from underneath all the clean laundry tossed about in my room and iron them out a bit. i can only focus on what is five minutes in front of me, and at most, a week ahead of me. it's really impossible though. every time i sit down with my GRE prep book i get distracted within minutes.

2 comments:

  Cassie

10:42 AM

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i can comment again! and it's pretty! too bad i can't remember who you are... actually, i was just talking to derek today about my lack of... not really memory, just inability to fully access the contents of my brain. i'll email you. i already have a draft of an email to you saved. i'll finish that. then send another with the memory discussion. then you'll have two. that should be a good start. i'm so glad i can comment again!

  Christine Allen

1:29 PM

i'm really happy you can comment too! . . . whoever you are.

it's funny. i think we're each other's biggest fans blog-wise.