i'm fine really.

18 May 2006 at 4:18 PM {0 comments}

i just feel dissatisfied. dissatisfied with my life. dissatisfied with my work. dissatisfied with my level of japanese. dissatisfied with my relationships (or non-) with my family and friends. dissatisfied with the fact that i can't lose weight. dissatisfied with not getting a move on with GREs and other applications having to do with post-JET life. dissatisfied with myself.

dissatisfied with the fact that i'm dissatisfied. which leads to stress and feelings of guilt.

and when i'm stressed i sleep. a lot. i don't even want to think about how many hours i've slept this week and how many commitments i've cancelled.

how do i fix it. i don't know.



How to make a
ChRiStInE
Ingredients:

5 parts success

3 parts crazyiness

3 parts
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of lustfulness and a pinch of salt. Yum!

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